Thursday, June 16, 2005

.1610.

i stared at the keys i placed on the table top. i could not help but to feel nervous for them. i was in their shoes a year ago. i understand their strong anticipation to know the results. generally, it is a lie if none of them do not want to be a leader.

my seniors stayed out late through the second night and came out with 5 different combinations. they had the main 7 people and the difference among the combinations was the job allocated to each of us. on the last day, it was judgement day. though the 7 of us came from different backgrounds, we had the same objective in mind, to serve and lead the club. when i went out there to recieve my keys, my term had started.

one thing i love about the 12 of us is we are very easy going. we will try our best to help each other whenever we can. zhihui: personlly, i think she worries about the club the most until she had nightmares about camp games and the camp venues for the activity at night. weeleng: thanks for all your lame jokes. xiaozhi: (TO is very important) she introduces the cookies song to the club. samuel: samuel, you rock! our famous bear and good guy. jingya: our ever-caring treasurer who occassionally buys drinks for the crew doing the event. yefan: another contributor to all the lame jokes in PA. dingod: your famous line " i am just curious ... ". xueli: our favourite CJ hippo and my twin who cannot stop laughing and loving the song "loney". juncheng: our self-owned sister and chenapok and my dearest ACCO who had helped me alot during times when events swam to us like a tidal wave. jiayong: someone who always argue with me in PA. =) xuyu: slient leader. thanks alot guys for working with me during my term.

i cannot measure my performance as a CCO. i cannot judge if i had done sufficient for the club. but for all i know, i had tried my best to upkeep the excellent job my previous CCO had done. hopefully, i did not disappoint anyone during my term. we all had tried our best.

it was officially over at 1610 on 16 june 2005, thursday. i had become an ex-member of the club. PA has never been my top priority between the 2 CCAs. i guessed it maybe true to a large extent that "once a guide, always a guide". i had built my undying love and passion for RV guide duirng my stay in RV as a student and it is still hard for me to let it die down. anyway, i had never felt so much for PA until today when i officially stepped down for duties. i could find my own identity and a sense of belonging in it though they nicknamed me the "no man land" today. no more easier access to the controls. no more hang-outs in the hall control after school. no more events. no more rehearsals. no more late nights. no more training. no more messing around with the equipment. everything has ended. now, we can only hold on strong to our faith that our judgement is correct and the present committee will work as a team and like what mr fazial said, "let PA flourish".

"let the memories stay with us forever"

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